Rapper Nadia Nakai, who was girlfriend to late South African rapper Kiernan Forbes popularly known as AKA seems to have given up on love.
Nakai, who is also a reality TV star took to social media to vow never to love again.
"I've been so unlucky with love. I'm never doing it again," she tweeted
This is three months after her boyfriend was gunned down at Wish Restaurant in Durban. In a past social media post, Nakai said if she hadn't loved the rapper, the pain of losing him would be less.
"Sometimes I wish I never experienced your love. I wish that you were just an acquaintance and I could say “Oh Supa Mega passed away, what a loss for the game”. If I didn’t love you, maybe it would be easier to continue my life without you," she said.
She added;
"Now, because I had been loved by you, it’s just so hard. I have this hole in my heart that won’t let up. The world just doesn’t feel the same. I try to hold onto to my memories of when I was happy before you, maybe if I remember how it was before, I could be like that again. But everything doesn’t feel real."
Nadia disclosed that she had tried doing several things that would help heal her.
"I don’t know if seeing you everyday on social media is better or worse, I don’t know if reading our messages is healing or not. I know I need to get out my house soon, and I know the people that continue to hold me down, will be there for me, thank you, But I just feel like I’ll never be ready. "
"What is my life going to look like now? time heals all, but time really takes its time, and I don’t know when I’ll ever be fine."
The police is yet to update the public on the investigation of exactly who killed AKA. The rapper's fans 'Megacy' wrote a letter to South African president Cyril Ramaphosa, asking him to take action.
The letter titled 'Attention President Ramaphosa' read;
Mr President, we are fans of the late South African artist Kiernan Jarryd Forbes, commercially known as AKA and we are called the Megacy. AKA and his friend Tebello Motsoane were murdered in Durban on the 10. of February this year. We are writing to you to register our concern at the way the police are handling this particular murder case and crime in general.
Mr President, the murder of AKA was fully captured on CCTV and there were many witnesses, yet, over 6 weeks later, the police have not made any arrests. The fact that there is a satellite police station right next to the restaurant at which the two were murdered and that the murderers can be seen on CCTV running past that station after the murders, is an indictment on the police.
According to the latest data, about 82 people are murdered in South Africa everyday. That means since AKA's murder, about 3444 people have been murdered in South Africa. Mr President, if the police are not able to solve a murder case captured on CCTV, what hope is there that they will be able to solve all these murders most of which do not have readily available leads or evidence as the AKA one?
In the past twelve months, we have witnessed many tavern shootings, celebrity assassinations, sharp rise in the number of missing persons, and, daily, body bags are shoots on the news.
It is against this backdrop Mr President that we find it not only strange but bizarre that the police minister, Mr Bheki Cele, retained his post in your recent cabinet reshuffle.
Can you, with conviction, say you are satisfied with the performance of the Police Minister? About 82 people murdered everyday Mr President. Does this number not move you to want to do something that assures us that you care about our safety and security?
Just last week we all saw what the state is capable of during the Shutdown of the 20. of March. Why does such demonstration of strength and preparedness only happen when state power is threatened by protests and not for the everyday safety and security of the people of South Africa? Mr President, AKA was not just an artist, he was a patriot. He cared deeply about South Africa, and performed, almost always, with the South African flag around his mic. The least South Africa can do for him right now is to ensure that his murderers are put behind bars. We demand justice for AKA. We need assurance from the police that they are indeed working on this case and that substantive progress has been made thus far.
We hope you will attend to this matter urgently and grant us the answers we desperately seek. With the utmost respect, we demand answers and justice for all our fallen heroes.
Sincerely,
The Megacy.
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