Nicki Minaj’s ex still devastated over break up

Safaree Samuels, who dated the Anaconda hitmaker for 12 years, is said to be an emotional wreck and friends are allegedly concerned for his welfare.

A source claimed that he has talked openly about suicide and has isolated himself from many of his friends, according to gossip website TMZ.com. But Samuels refuses to reach out to Nicki, 32, because he believes she’s now dating Meek Mill, even though she insists their relationship is ”platonic.”

His friends have urged him to seek help and find a new therapist. Earlier this week, Nicki admitted she still misses Samuels. Opening up about their split, she told New York radio station Power 105.1’s the ‘Angie Martinez Show’ on Wednesday: ”My relationship was based off of love, and there still is nothing but love there. This is not some person I picked up off the street.

“This is somebody I grew up with. Like, I don’t even know how I’m gonna function without that person in my life. I’ve never lived my life as a famous person without him. I don’t think people realise it’s not just a relationship or breakup. That was a humongous part of my life. I know because of the world we live in, that relationships are not sacred anymore or important. But this is different.

”It’s something that I am dealing with publicly… and it’s not easy. I’m also not gonna joke about it or try to disrespect him and try to act like he didn’t mean the world to me and still doesn’t mean the world to me. I’m not going to be corny about it either. I’m just figuring it out.”

-Timeslive

Nicki Minaj admits to an abortion

Hip-hop artist Nicki Minaj revealed that she had an abortion 16 years ago her a new song  “All Things Go,” .

She describes her aborted baby as an angel who watches over her  brother, Micaiah, who just turned 16 this year.

The song states:

“My child with Aaron would have been 16, any minute

So in some ways I feel like Caiah is the both of them

It’s like he’s Caiah’s little angel, looking over him.”

The claustrophobically personal new song is the lead track from her forthcoming CD The Pinkprint, which comes out on December 15.

Minaj, whose neon hair and revealing outfits send a distinct message to her fans, recently hit a countercultural note by saying she believes strongly in her mother’s teachings that it is important to be married before having a child.

“I’d rather not do anything that’s going to be on paper, but I definitely will be married before I have my baby,” she said. “I want to make sure I do it in that order. I’ve always felt like that since I was young; my mother always put that in my head.”

Source – lifesitenews