Nazizi - Life is not enjoyable, I don't want to be here!

Kenyan veteran singer Nazizi Hirji is still unable to come to terms with the death of her three-year-old son, Jazeel Adams, who passed away at the end of last year.

Jazeel died on Christmas day last year following a tragic accident that occurred at a hotel where Nazizi and her family were staying during their visit to Tanzania. The body of the child was later transported to Kenya where he was buried.

Nearly four months later, the former Necessary Noize band artist has admitted that she still feels pain and tears as memories of her son continue to haunt her.

On Wednesday, she shared a video of her room appearing empty and opened up about the precious time she used to spend with her late son in the evenings.

"The hardest time of the day for me aside from waking up, starts at twelve noon till I go to bed, this is the time JAZ and I would be cuddling and watching Paw Patrol, doing our skincare routine, eating together, playing and being in our room together," Nazizi wrote in the video posted on Instagram.

The musician went on to talk about how life has been tough after the loss of her young son, who was also her best friend.

"All I have now is memories and pain and tears and I wished after 4 months it would be better but it's not, it's hard! Life is hard and I don't want to be here without my child, but I am and that saddens me so much," she said.

She added, "I know everyone is waiting for me to be okay again, but I don't think that day is coming."

The Coast-born singer also spoke about the way back home that her son loved and how it reminds her of him.

"I can't believe he will never drive his car on this road again. Why am I still here? It means nothing to me, nothing," she said.