Marya Prude the ex-wife to TV presenter Willis Raburu is still mourning the death of her daughter early this year.
Marya has shared an emotional message saying she carries her daughter in her heart as a way to commemorate October which is the pregnancy, infant and child loss awareness month.
The loss of her child left Marya broken and in one post, she said she lamented saying she does not know God.
“Everyone is so quick to tell me about God. What they don’t know is that every way I knew Him, He was tested and He didn’t prove Himself.
“So as they say you should know God for yourself, I now can say, I don’t know Him. And I don’t think I want to know him coz He left me when I needed him the most,” she shared.
The couple have since separated and are alleged to be living separately although Marya has never addressed the issue.
They also uniquely honoured their stillborn daughter Adana by getting tattoos of their little angel.
Marya’s tattoo was of the daughter’s name Adana, while Raburu had the first letter of his child’s name with a crown on top and the date she died.
“I will never forget. Rest in Palaces, my Queen,” the Citizen TV presenter wrote, accompanied by the photo.
Marya had complications during pregnancy that led to a stillbirth. Raburu announced the death on their firstborn child through social media.